i live someplace in New Hampshire. i am a shy loner type of person. i have social anxiety and won't go into public without my mum
i may be an open minded person,
but i have difficulties understanding why everyone gets so warped up in what they look like, because seriously? who cares! you look like whatever you look like. an i think that anybody that's looking 'that' close usually isn't a very nice person
also, did you know that when you say something like "well i'm only human." your actually wrong
? you are only about 10% human. the rest of you is bacteria, other micro organisms and other stuff
i may take a lot of nice pictures, but i don't consider myself a professional photographer or any thing like that. far from it actually. i've never taken a photography class (nor do i intend on taking one in the future), i'm just some 19 year old with a nice camera who likes sharing what i see
i have a crummy laptop with photo-shop elements 8 on it. it is quickly dying
trust me when i tell you that it is NOT built to do the things i use it for. it is built for 'web surfing' and nothing more. i use it for storing my 35,000+ photos and videos, as well as photo-shopping (with tons of layers!), i used to use it for a 3D modeling program called Sculptris, and playing WOW. i uninstalled WOW for more memory space (for more pictures) but my poor laptop is now (again) yelling at me in RED saying that i need more memory space
the fan is also screaming at me all the time now
i'm trying to save up so i can upgrade to a desktop that will (hopefully!) be my forever computer. what i mean by this is that i chose one that's powerful enough that it will be able to tackle all i can throw at it for years to come, unlike my sad little Toshiba laptop that is only 2 years old and almost obsolete D':
at least it's mustache sticker is still there [link]
i like to draw from time to time, but i'm not very good at anatomy. i especially hate human anatomy >:[
so i draw wolf type things 'cause they remind me of my favorite doggie Kona [link]
and cause i like the way they flow, ya-know?
i read and appreciate all my comments<3
though i probably won't respond to you if you leave a comment, due to my social anxiety. very very sorry about that D':
i am trying to work on it though. so if i do suddenly reply, please don't look at me like "
omg! you can talk!?!?!!1" because that makes it worse!
on that note, it's unlikely that i will start a conversation with anyone (regardless of how much i may want to!).
but if you still wanna try to talk to me, then send me a note or leave a comment saying something like 'Hey Shadow! i'd love it if you could reply to me!' and then say whatever you wanted to say. be patient though, because it may take a weak (or more!
) for me to pluck up the courage to force myself to reply.
then i will have a mini panic attack and leave the internet for an hour or so... i'm quite afraid of people. it sucks!
these photo-shop brushes are my LIFE BLOOD! >>> [link]
that i like going through peoples gallery's
ing everything awesome in it!
you are welcome for that
ALSO!! i only
things i like. sorry if that offends you somehow.
I do NOT have a Facebook.
so don't ask.